"One day at a time – this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering."
Someone once said, "you're a different person in the minds of everyone you know". And that makes sense, because Perception is based in Experience.
But how many different people live inside your mind right now? Does the happiest version of you feel like the same person as the saddest?
Does the most confident version of you clash with the most reserved one at times?
You, me, and the rest of Hue-Manity are born as whole beings, but the purpose of the Earth Realm is to shatter us to pieces. And each individual is given a lifetime to put them back together on their own terms.
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You're supposed to break
So here you are, in a body on Earth, split from the Oneness. Perhaps you had big dreams for yourself as a child, but someone bigger than you stomped on them, and you felt yourself fracture.
And at that point, you realized you had become two different people. There was the real you, and then the newly minted version who you created for the approval of others.
And if you're like me, the real you never ceased to be. You just pushed that version into a cramped corner of your mind to make space for the new one.
But after a while, being too many different people becomes uncomfortable because it changes how the real you feels, doesn't it?
It creates indecision in your life. Causes you to question what you actually want and can achieve.
When you split yourself into different people, you draw life-force from the real you, to strengthen the life-force of each piece you've created.
But since the purpose of this place is to break what is already whole, that means this life is about re-formation.
You don't want to strengthen your shattered pieces to the point they suffocate the real you entirely.
Your goal is to put yourself back together so the real you can help the others do the same.
Broken is beautiful because it leads to healing
We are all in the process of learning how to forgive ourselves for accepting the people who hurt us as the governors of our lives. And for continuing to look for their approval, even after their atrocities.
Life becomes a grueling experience when the Subconscious and the Conscious mind oppose each other. And the Wounded Child easily stores traumas in their Subconscious, burying them to fester and resurface later in highly distorted forms.
When you split yourself into varying people-pleasing versions, you give your subconscious mind the task of maintaining multiple identities. And this takes significant mental energy away from your ability to freely live.
And judging by the way the world has felt over the past two years especially, it seems waves of individuals are realizing their need to return to the Natural Alignment they were born in.
Yet it takes time and persistent effort to re-wire the way you feel about yourself, because it has taken your entire life up until this point to build the image of who you are in your mind right now.
You're only "broken" in your mind.
So, something happened in the past and you felt like you broke. Good job, my friend, you are mentally right where you want to be in order to get to the next level.
Since breaking and re-forming is something you specifically came to Earth to do, you've already handled Step 1 with the help of your friends and family.
Does this realization change the lens with which you view your past? Does it change your perception of the story you've been telling yourself this whole time?
My dear, you are perfectly perfect as you are, and deep down within, you know this. And that is the sole reason why you experience discomfort when you split yourself by your own accord.
You are still that whole being who your Mother courageously portaled to this realm. And the imaginary people you split yourself into all desire to re-merge as the real you.
So if you're ready, it is time to remember you have always been whole.
Try this and see what happens...
Sit in a chair at an empty table where you would normally eat.
Close your eyes and draw three deep breaths to steady your mind.
Imagine yourself to be the most confident version of you there has ever been. The one who could handle anything life throws with grace.
In the chair opposite of you at the table, imagine the weakest version of yourself. What does that person look like? How do they sit? Why won't they make eye contact?
Breathe and observe. And as you breathe, allow your heart to fill with love for who you see before you. They are weak, yes, but you are not here to judge them, you're here to love them. They are you, after all.
Breathe out, and tell them out loud how you LOVE them. Tell them they are safe within your arms, and you'll never let anyone hurt them, and mean it.
Embrace them, because sometimes words don't hold enough weight, and actions always speak louder. And when two separated hearts snap back together, you already know what happens.
This Week's Question:
Is your focus spent looking outside of yourself for "happiness", a fleeting emotion?
Or is what you truly seek, "balance"?
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